Sometimes I feel am I suitable for design?
Sometimes I feel stress when I can't make the matter to be what I want,
Sometimes I feel alone in my design life, And... Sometimes I envy someone who did better than me, but just envy.
I don't know even my choice is right or wrong, but I wish that I will not regret for this, just because... Too late...
When my brain is jam, I will always keep ask myself: Why u can't be a tidy and work hard person? Why always last minute? Why always rush your assignment? Why always come out a shit thing and present to lecturer? Where is my future? How will be my future is?
Since I draw life sketch about a year more, but my sketches still in same level, rendering shit, sketch shit all bullshit..
Maybe ppl will value me like I am a girl who is rude attitude, sorry to say , yes I am. My timing boom is boom out.. I need to release my stress.
I need counseling.. I need someone who has professional in design talk with me.. I need someone can teach me sketch and rendering.. :( :(